I don't know

If I'm afraid of growing up too fast, or just growing up at all.

I've totally been enjoying way too much of my time on the computer today :$
Time to call it a night.
Take care and God bless :)

Love,
Abby

My day in (or with) the dark

 

This picture pretty much epitomizes my friendship with Kevine; weird, random, and straight up awesomeness in your face.

Dear Beanie, thank you sooooooo much for coming over. Like I actually don't recall the last time that you came over or that I came over and the two of us just chilled, but honestly, it doesn't matter because yesterday felt like we've never grown up or apart. And that's how I know that we're best friends. Because no matter how long we don't see or talk to each other, we know that whenever we do, we pick up right where we left off and that we're always there to support each other and be there no matter what. I love you man. And every little part of your darkness. Stay sexy, and be safe on Chat Roulette. God bless. Sistachicks for life :)

PS: I'm still not over this picture<3 HAHAHAHAHA

Love,

Abby

I haven't been up this late on a school night in so long.
I kind of miss it.
This used to be my time to just kick back, relax, and to just be.
And then I'd be screwed over when I'd fall asleep in class the next day HAHA.
One more official day of school left before Christmas break. Almost there.

Dear Scott,
You are an incredible dancer. PT is so amazingly blessed to have you teach this year and I'm blessed to be able to be in the presence of such talent. You are also a super nice person. You're going to accomplish very great things in your future. I'm sure you already are.

Meg and Dia are such hotties.
And Remix to Ignition is my jam.

I haven't posted up any "real posts" so to speak in the past little while because things have been so hectic. But while I'm already procrastinating, I might as well take advantage of this moment to kind of just kind of release some of the thoughts that I've entrapped within my brain for so long.

-Where the heck has the first half of December gone? And while we're at it, where did the first half of this school year go? And how did 12 months fly by soooo fast?
-I'm having such a hard time focusing on school. I honestly don't know why I'm SO distracted, but I pray that I can get it together soon.
-Must apply for scholarships and universities soon.... Shoot.
-"Love is patient, love is kind...."
-Sometimes I wonder if I DGAF too often, or if I DGAF enough.
-I really miss Showcase. And I always honestly get kind of envious when I see pictures of them, or watch them dance, but then I remember that although I'm not dancing with them now, Sr Showcase was my family for almost 5 years and will be always be in my heart. I'm sooooo proud of you guys. I can't wait to see you guys perform this Saturday<3
-Soooo much has changed in the past year. And I don't know if I've fully adapted to all this change yet.
-Are some things really best left unsaid?
-I wish I enjoyed lunch time more.
-"Your goals cannot outreach your effort."- Mr. Bittante. Damn, I really got to start trying harder. That goes for everything.
-(8) Don't stop believing.

I don't know what You want from me, but I know You have a very good reason for everything. I'm sorry for all the times I've failed and all the times I've forgotten, but thank You for Your mercy. Christmas is in like 10 days.... and I better start making a better effort to prepare my heart for You. I love You and I promise to try and show how much I do better.

Love,
Abby